Yeah you could say I’m afraid to say it out loud
Because quite frankly, I'm scared
Scared to admit that something that i was always led to believe
That I've always known
That I experienced personally
Is that this is built like a house
A sturdy foundation that takes years to dream
Months to plan
Weeks to conceive
And days to dry
Took only this much time
To make me care for someone
Really care
Taking me time to even think
How much I could hold
In my little frail heart
To make me think not of the future
But of today
For the present
Forcing me to never forget breathing everyday
Smiling like there was no tomorrow
Wishing that it was still yesterday
Looking forward to each passing minute
Never knowing what will it be
But assured that it will be with peace
With sincerity
And with love.

I think I'm happy
If happiness is defined by
Dreaming big things
But still being content of what you hold in your palm
If it is defined by having your breath taken away
With just one smile
If it is defined by
Sleeping so soundly at night
If you know he is okay
Then I am happy