Picture of the Weak

Picture of the Weak
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Friday, May 29, 2009

Sometimes

Dear You,
Hindi ko kasi maintindihan, takot ako. Pinagdaanan ko na lahat ito dati at sinumpa ko na hinding hindi na mangyayari ulit sa akin ito. Although alam ko na ganun ang sitwasyon nya, bukas mata kong pinasok, knowing eventually na maghihiwalay rin kasi. It was the happiest 2 years of my life, simple lang pero napakasaya.
Ako ang nakipaghiwalay, kasi dadating na girlfriend nya. Yung mga araw na yun, leading up to that day, halos hindi namin bitawan ang isat-isa. Lahat ng mga "kunwaring pangarap" namin naglalaho na isa isa. Dumating din ang araw na yun, and as i watched him pick up his last bag and walk down the stairs through the door, nanlambot ako, ni hindi ko nagawang tawagin siya ulit at yakapin for the last time.
Sabi ko sa sarili ko, sige, life goes on.... so after mawala sa ulirat ng isang taon, i started to rebuild my life again. Keeping his memory, our memories in my heart. Everyday they sustain me, at nung nagkaboyfriend ulit ako, alam nya (ung bagong bf) kung gaano ko kamahal (ung ex ko).
Nag tyaga naman siya sa akin, eventually, naging masiyahin ulit ako. Kaso there was always something missing in us. Yung "passion", yung "kilig", yung feeling na sobra kang excited na makita siya. Our conversations were down to formalities, he doesn't even know half of what you know. Hindi nya naririnig ang frustrations, and desires, ang longing at joy. I guess, kasalanan ko na rin yun. Kasi matagal na itong hang-over ko dun sa guy who broke my heart... He really did break my heart. Or should I say I did.
Tapos, you came along. Made me aware na "huy, buhay pa pala ako!". Kasi ako naniniwala (because of my very loving and strong Mom) na you have to find your happiness. The one that makes you wake up everyday knowing na meron something special for you that God has planned. Little things, mga hi's and hello's, masarap na kape, mainit na yakap sa kaibigan... everything has a course. Yung mga bagay na hindi ko akalain na mararamdaman ko pa, naramdaman ko ulit. The giggling, the staying up late, yung mga bagay na sa akin importante. Friendship, respect, attention, care and understanding. It also helped na very in control ka sa buhay mo, lalo na sa trabaho mo. Sobrang proud ako pag dating duon.
Walang conclusion ang letter na ito. Just know na hindi ko sinasadya, hindi natin pinlano, pero hinahayaan nating mangyari. Masaya ulit ako, nagbubuo ulit ng mga pangarap. Alam ko eventually, masisira rin ang mga un. But for the time being, I can hold on to it. To make me feel whole.

Hope you will always be there to take care of me.
I need it. I need you. I want this.

xoxo

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Ikaw at Ang Ako

Ganito ba talaga
Ang hirap maintindihan
Para akong nasa dagat
Lumulutang
Walang pinatutunguhan
Ngunit may pinaroroonan

Hindi ko maintindihan
ANg ninanais ng isipan
Sa sandaling sumaglit ka sa akin
Nakapako
Naloloko sa kakaisip

Laman ng damdamin ko
Naguguhong mga bato
Mabibigat, malalaki, matitibay
Ngunit pag may dumamping hangin na kinasasaklawan mo
Eto na
Gumuguho

Sa tagal ko rito
Wala na akong naramdaman
Nagmanhid na ang mga ugat sa kamay
Nangalay na ang mga paa sa kakalakad
Sa daang walang hangganan

Dumating ka
Nagbigay ng sapat na kalinga
Sa mga sugat ng mata
Sa katahimikan ng buhay
Sa ilalim ng dagat

Ngayon
Naguguluhan
Saan nga ba manantili ang tulad ko
Sa landas ng mga pinatutunguhan
O sa aking paroroonan

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Published on 8/21/2007 under Places
By 2010 --the year Dubai's known oil reserves will most likely be tapped out--, prince Sheikh Mohammed Bin Rashid Al Maktoum is expecting to attract 15 million tourists. Here's how.

Ski Dubai, which is already open, is claimed to be the largest indoor ski resorts in the world, with 22,500-square metres of indoor ski area. It is a part of the Mall of the Emirates, which is one of the largest malls in the world.
An extremely efficient insulation system is the key to maintain the temperature of -1 degrees Celsius during the day and -6 degrees during the night when the snow is produced.




The Dubai Mall claims to be the largest mall in the world when completed. It will cover a total area of more than 12 million ft2, with 10 - 15 individual smaller malls built inside it, consisting of 9 million ft2 of shopping retail space (comprising of a total of more than 1000 stores). Featured attractions include the world's largest gold souk; the 850,000 ft2 Fashion Island; one of the world's largest aquariums; an Olympic-sized ice skating rink; Oasis Fountain Waterfall; WaterFront Atrium; a view of the (soon to be completed) world's tallest building, Burj Dubai. The mall has already won five awards. It won two awards at the Retail Future Project Awards at MAPIC, Cannes, in 2004, for Best Retail Development Scheme (Large), Best Use of Lighting in a Retail Environment. And the Dubai Mall brochure has won three awards at the Summit Creative Awards 2005, in Portland, Oregon; Gold award for Best Art Direction / Graphic Design, Silver award for Best 4-colour B2B Brochure, and Judges Special Recognition award. The mall is being built by a Joint Venture of Dutco Balfour Beatty and AGCCC for client Emaar Properties and was scheduled to be completed in 2006, claiming to be the size of 50 "international-sized football(soccer) pitches". It is now expected to be completed in 2008.






Ever wish the world was smaller? The World is a man-made archipelago of 300 islands in the shape of a world map. The World is being built primarily using sand dredged from the sea. Each island ranges from 23,000 m2 to 84,000 m2 (250,000–900,000 square feet or 5.7–21 acres) in size, with 50–100 m of water between each island. The development will cover an area of 9 km in length and 6 km in width, surrounded by an oval breakwater. The only means of transport between the islands will be by boat and helicopter. Prices for the islands will range from $15-45 million (USD). The average price for an island will be around $25 million (USD). Dredging started in 2004 and as of March of 2007 The World is around 90% complete. According to the National Geographic Channel (The Best of Megastructures) the overall price for the World is $14 Billion US Dollars.








Hydropolis, the world's first underwater luxury resort, brings new meaning to the "ocean-view room." Situated 66 feet below the surface of the Persian Gulf, Hydropolis will feature 220 guest suites. Reinforced by concrete and steel, its Plexiglas walls and bubble-shaped dome ceilings offer sights of fish and other sea creatures. It's scheduled to open in 2009.









Dubailand is to be the largest amusement park collection in the world. Twice the size of Disney World, it is expected to be a full featured city divided into six theme worlds:
Attractions & Experience World 13 km2 (5.2 mile2)
Universal Studios Dubai
Tiger Woods Dubai
Bawadi
Global Village
Kids City
Giants World
Water Parks
Aquadunya
Dubai Snowdome, an indoor ski resort.
Retail and Entertainment World 4 km2 (1.6 mile2)
Flea Market
World Trade Park
Auction World
Factory Outlets
Sports and Outdoor World 19 km2 (7.4 mile2)
Dubai Sports City
Emerat Sports World
Plantation Equestrian and Polo Club
Dubai Autodrome
Dubai Golf City
Themed Leisure and Vacation World 29 km2 (11.2 mile2)
Women's World
Destination Dubai
Desert Kingdom
Andalusian Resort and Spa
Eco-Tourism World 75 km2 (28.9 mile2)
Al Sahra Desert Resort
Sand Dune Hotel
Al Kaheel
Downtown 1.8 km2 (0.7 mile2)
Mall of Arabia, which will be the world's largest shopping mall
City Walk
The Great Dubai Wheel, which will be the world's 2nd largest observation wheel after Shanghai Kiss
Virtual Game World

Burj Dubai: world's tallest building


The Burj Dubai will be the world's tallest building when it opens in 2009. The building is part of a 2 km2 (0.8 sq mi) development called 'Downtown Dubai' and is located at the "First Interchange" along Sheikh Zayed Road at Doha Street. The building was designed by Adrian Smith before he left Skidmore, Owings and Merrill LLP (SOM) of Chicago to start his own independent practice, Adrian Smith + Gordon Gill Architecture in October 2006.[3] SOM continues to lead the architectural, structural engineering and mechanical engineering of the Burj Dubai. The total budget for the Burj Dubai project is about $4 billion US dollars and for the entire new 'Downtown Dubai', $20 billion US Dollars.

Its shape is inspired by the indigenous desert flowers that often appear as decorative patterns in Islamic architecture, but it also has an engineering purpose: The swirl shape ensures that the mass of the structure lessens as it reaches the top, making the structure steadier. A mixed-use building developed by Dubai's Emaar Properties, the Burj Dubai will house shops, offices, residences, and entertainment venues.


Palm Islands: palm-shaped man-made island



The Palm Islands in Dubai are the three largest artificial islands in the world. They are being constructed by Nakheel Properties, a property developer in the United Arab Emirates, who hired the Dutch dredging and marine contractor Van Oord, one of the world's specialists in land reclamation. The islands are The Palm Jumeirah, The Palm Jebel Ali and The Palm Deira. The Islands are located off the coast of The United Arab Emirates in the Persian Gulf and will add 520 km of beaches to the city of Dubai.
The first two islands will comprise approximately 100 million cubic meters of rock and sand. Palm Deira will be composed of approximately 1 billion cubic meters of rock and sand. All materials will be quarried in the UAE. Between the three islands there will be over 100 luxury hotels, exclusive residential beach side villas and apartments, marinas, water theme parks, restaurants, shopping malls, sports facilities and health spas. The creation of The Palm Jumeirah began in June 2001. Shortly after, The Palm Jebel Ali was announced and reclamation work began. In 2004, The Palm Deira, which will be almost as large in size as Paris, was announced. Palm Jumeirah is currently open for development. Construction will be completed over the next 10-15 years.

Sunday, May 10, 2009


Seven Career Killers
by Erin BurtFriday, May 1, 2009
You worked hard to get the education, the skills and now the job. Don't let these mistakes sabotage your climb up the career ladder.
Lying on your résumé, stealing office supplies or failing to show up for work will surely dampen your career prospects. But young workers need to beware of less-obvious mistakes that can sabotage their careers. Your behavior, attitude and appearance will play important roles in finding success, not only in your first job, but also throughout your entire working life.
As someone just starting out in the work world, you probably don't have a reputation yet. Take advantage of this blank slate. "You want to be seen as an up-and-comer, not the stereotypical young slacker," says Marty Nemko, a job coach in Oakland, Cal., and columnist for Kiplinger.com. Avoiding these seven career killers will help you craft a stellar reputation and keep your career on track.
1. Procrastinating. Remember the first time you put off studying for a test then crammed at the last minute and still got a decent grade? Many of us have been procrastinating since grade school and have done just fine, but that's a habit you have to break. "There's no grade inflation in the workplace," says Nemko. If you pull together a report or presentation at the last minute, your shoddy preparation is going to show. And if something unexpected happens -- say your computer crashes or a key contact fails to return a call -- the old "dog-ate-my-homework" excuse isn't going to cut it. "Procrastination is an ingrained habit," Nemko says, "but if you don't kick it pretty quick, you're going to find yourself on the corporate slow track."
2. Having a sense of entitlement. Our generation was raised on instant gratification -- we're used to getting what we want, and getting it now. Yet when it comes to our careers, no matter how hard we work, we cannot get five years' worth of experience in one year. Younger employees tend to feel entitled to quick promotions, says Randall Hansen, founder of Quintessential Careers and associate professor of marketing at Stetson University in Deland, Fla. Falling into that trap can hinder a climb up the career ladder. If you carry the attitude that you deserve to be promoted or else, you may find that "or else" is your only option, says Hansen.
If you're lucky enough to even have a job in this economy, remember that fresh out of school, you're on the bottom rung of the career ladder. That means you're going to have to pay some dues, such as taking on jobs others don't want or working days others want off. But that doesn't mean you should accept your low status forever. Learn more about how to know when it's time to move up -- and how to pull it off.
3. Settling into your job description. You may have your set responsibilities, but you should always be on the lookout for opportunities to shine. Going above and beyond your mundane entry-level tasks can demonstrate your untapped talents and show your boss you're not afraid to take initiative. Settle into your job description for too long and your reputation may be cast as a low-level lackey.
You may have to do a little self-promotion, but try not to come off as a braggart. Nemko's daughter, for example, got her first job working for Hillary Clinton -- but her job description was to answer letters to Socks, the Clintons' pet cat. Soon after starting, she approached her boss and said she was willing to pay her dues, but that she had good research and writing skills. She pointed out that she might be useful on some other task. A few days went by and her boss asked her to research a topic and write a one-page brief for Clinton. She ended up spending a year as a researcher -- that certainly beats handling feline fan mail.
4. Avoiding office politics. When it comes to playing office politics, there is naughty and nice. Naturally, you shouldn't engage in backstabbing and gossiping. But avoiding politics altogether can be deadly for your career. Like it or not, every workplace has an intricate system of power, and you can -- and should -- work it ethically to your best advantage. To get a promotion, avoid downsizing or get a project approved, you need co-worker support. Get that backing by building relationships, asking others for advice, offering your help and showing sincere interest in others, advises Nemko. (Learn more about how to make yourself fire-resistant in the workplace.)
It's also crucial to identify your workplace's hidden pockets of power. On paper, a certain person may be in charge, but you need to know who else in the office has influence so you can be sure to impress the right people.
5. Not being a team player. Getting stuck with this label is one of the fastest career killers, says Hansen. But young workers face a delicate balance. "You can't be so much a member of the team that your individual efforts are not recognized and rewarded," Hansen says. You still need to demonstrate your skills and abilities to successfully build your career without giving the appearance that you're interested only in looking out for yourself.
6. Not dressing the part. In an ideal world, you would be judged by your merits alone. However, we live in a visual society. How you present yourself can play a crucial role in the progress of your career. You want to look professional and in control, not sloppy and indifferent. Keep your hair and nails trimmed, your clothes ironed and your breath smelling nice.
As for your apparel, take your cues from what others are wearing -- you don't want to show up in a suit and tie if jeans are the norm. But it doesn't hurt to dress for the job you want, advises Nemko. It can set you apart from the rest of the crowd and subtly help higher-ups visualize you in a position of more power and responsibility. If you want people to take you more seriously and build influence, you've got to dress the part. See Dress for Success for Less for tips on pulling this off on a budget.
7. Failing to network. You've heard that networking can be a good tool to help you find a job, but maintaining your contacts after you're hired is critical to the continuing success of your career. Keeping in touch helps you stay atop the latest issues in your field and gives you people to call on when you need advice. And a contact just may help you land your next job.
When you're starting out, you probably don't know many people in your field, but there are plenty of ways you can plug into the grapevine:
Check out the resources offered by your college alumni association.
Join a professional organization or club.
Subscribe to a trade magazine.
Find online discussion groups for your industry through groups.google.com.
Keep in touch with college acquaintances in your major, especially those who may have graduated before you.
Don't be a wallflower at conferences and other functions. And always keep a business card on hand when you're outside the office. You never know when you might run into a potential contact.
Don't forget to build rapport with higher-ups in your office. You can introduce yourself at informal company socials or even while riding in the elevator. Then send them an e-mail or stop by their office to ask an occasional question or to follow up on something you chatted about previously. You never know when that friendship could come in handy down the road.
Copyrighted, Kiplinger Washington Editors, Inc.

Life after Gossip...

hmmm... what do you do when you are addicted to the
Constance Billard Choir and Queen B?
Watch like there's no tomorrow of course...
But what do I do when the season is finally coming to a close??
Will the seriously gorgeous Chuck get his balls to profess undying love to our all time fav B?
When will Ms. Lily and Mr. Rufus realize that things are always going to go bad whenever they are together, but still love will always prevail?
When will little J get her place in the MET steps?
When will lonely boy NOT be lonely again?
When will S learn that happiness lies not with a man around you BUT THE RIGHT man around you?
And when will Mr. Nate and Ms. B realize that they are NOT meant for each other?
Of course, we will have to see, till August, when they step out of their "valley life" and get into
"the real life"
For now...
I comfort myself with these fine programming from our seriously addicting American TV Series...

Oh mamma mia! Seriously, Mary Louise Parker is the envy of my eyes. Absolutely gorgeous rockin body and the genious writers who made this concept.
A suburban mom, a druggie and the weirdo son and saliva inducing older son, with the screwed up lovable uncle and hilarious neighbors.. this is a series going down in my book as one of the cutest real series ever.
Im already in Season 3...
We will see. :)

This one is my new fav... currently watching the 4th episode of season 1....
All I can say for now is \FUNNY and CLEVER.
ciao bello.
PS...
Wish it was August Already....
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melissa jade, or mhykie to her friends, is a graduate of architecture from the university of baguio, philippines. currently working towards her board exams, she likes to read and swim and update her blog.