Matchura

I still keep you here
Hidden in my heart
Nobody else could know about it
That’s why I keep my mouth shut.
I come home and put on
The mask that I have decided from now on
To rid myself of mournful stares
Sleepless nights
And painful goodbyes
I pretend nothing will break me
But in a way I’m already broken
Because of your first kiss
I am already broken
The touch you gave me
When you slid your hand to mine
When you told me you loved me
I realized I loved you too
When you said we could have a forever
I closed my eyes and agreed
But when I opened them
A part of me went missing
When you held my hair and pulled it back
When you grabbed my arms and held me down
When you whispered in my ear
It’s alright to close my eyes
I did
And when I smelled you
Inside of me
The heat that penetrated through me
Made me realize that
The fire that you gave me
Was not without question
Love
The only thing is
Was this love reason enough
I have come to see
That it is not
But I thank you anyway
For one passionate night
For that sweet sensation
Of holding you against mine
So tightly one night.