Dating a 5 year old

Nap, food, nap, food. He slobers, stammers, cannot speak properly, he doesnt drink, gets a little unintelligible when he's frustrated, getting sick or simply irritated.

He asks dumb questions, or questions that are impossible to answer (for now). Only thinks of today, what to do today, when he will eat today, what type of candy to buy today.

He has a curfew. Mom calls and he runs towards her. He cannot decide on the type of coffee that he prefers, let alone a restaurant to eat in.

im sleepy, yet I can picture him perfectly.

Cuddled in the sofa, stroking his hair till he falls asleep.

So how is it like dating a 5 year old? same as raising one.

Most of the time, it gets to you, runs you out of the house, kills your hopes, messes with your sanity, and finishes you patience. And yet, it is nothing like when he smiles, cuddles or just says "doodies" =)

It is fantastically excruciatingly painfully delicious.

How do you explain this feeling?

So you came by today...

Honestly,

I was indifferent.

I was ecstatic that you were here

And yet I knew, that even if you weren't

I'd be okay.

I did not use to feel this way

Is it okay?

So you came by today...

We made love

Though that beating in my heart is silently away

The butterflies all just laid.

It was fanastic. It was also okay to be missed.

I cannot help but think that is it normal?

Is this okay?

So you came by today...

We had a fabulous talk.

Discussing things that we relevant and mundane

Still it was painful to jump a bit

Since my heart started acting up

Is it normal?

Is this okay?

What is normal by the way?

That is a conversation for another day.

What I am sure of though is that

I missed you.

Talking to you. You.

Photoshop Tutorials

I know... I know... I'm the last one on earth to learn about photoshop (in terms of photo editing!) but still, people are born every 3 seconds right?

So the first of my researched tutorials will be posted here..and viola! the first one is a simple, idiot proof of changing someone's hair color....

few more are coming... don't cha worry. we'll be pro's in no time!

*thanks to photoshop tutorials and other sites i've come across with... next time, i'll attach the link*

Outside looking in

Think outside the bun.. Taco Bell...

This should probably be my "mantra" for everytime I try to figure out a problem. I remember my college instructors (shoutout! =) always reminding us to "look outside the box"..but as with everything... it is easier said than done.

A perfect example, this new site. Just as I've mastered my http://freakymhykie.blogspot.com haven, I came across my friend's site here in multiply. After much prodding from him, I tried it. Now I have yet to make up my mind on which site to use. Permanently.

My old blog has been with me for 2 years now. Eversince I have discovered that venting out my anger on paper is just as effective when I type it, I have been regularly dissing out my angst-ridden words there. Before, I used notebooks as my swords where I kept tear jerkers, page turners, snooze fests and the like from my life. Sometimes I miss the actual art of writing. (I think I'm going nowhere with this )

This is the first time I'm going to write outside my box.... I'll try it for now and we'll see what happens.