Do any of you have an idea?

I know
That you love me
That is why
You tell me things
That sometimes
I dont want to hear
And I accept the fact
That I hate being told
Whatever it is
That I need to
DO

Sometimes though
It seems that
You have permanently
Put me inside this glass
Forever a child
Not being able to recognize
Facts around me

I know
It sometimes gets harder
Living with me
Trying to understand me
Feeling my pain

But I just hope
You get an idea
Of what it takes to be here
Without you
What kind of rocks I have to
Barricade my soul
Just to feel numb
Just to let go
Just to forget that I feel
That I am human
You have to get an idea
On how it is
To live alone
Nobody
Witnessing your live
To prove you are still alive
To hope that
Tomorrow it's gonna get better
To make you feel
Better
Because as solid as I am
Sometimes I too
Feel weak
And needy
And lonely

I know
That whatever you say
Is for me
My well-being
And I appreciate it
But dont also forget
That I know
What it takes
What I have to do
I have plans
Dreams
For a better future
Wait and See
and Let me prove to you

Becasue I've already proven it
To me.