A little excerpt.

About Me:

I am:

-My mother's daughter
:in terms of courage and heart
-My dad's youngest kid
:in terms of childishness and ambition
-My sister's sibling
:in terms of falling in love and being frank
-My brother's sibling
:in terms of a broad mind and a deep understanding of life
-My nephew's and niece's aunt
:in terms of coolness and availability
-My friend's enemies
:in terms of tactics and spiels
-My friend's little big kid
:in terms of naiveness and dreams
-My friend's most cherished person
:in terms of loyalty and commitment
-My boyfriend's worst nightmare
:in terms of harshness and anger
-My boyfriend's angel
:in terms of love and undivided attention
-My shadow's darkness
:in terms of past and present
-My shadow's light
:in terms of the future

I used to:
-swim regularly
-cook everyday
-paint
-read books
-watch movies every weekend
-sleep till my back ached
-work hard
-sing to my heart's content
-dance till my legs hurt
-hug him everyday
-kiss my nephews and nieces
-take my medicine daily
-go to the gym
-be obsessed with shoes
-love Chad Micheal Murray
-be gullible
-dream

Now I:
-still read a LOT of books
-dine out
-sleep so lightly
-work the hardest
-dream the fantastic dreams
-realize that truth neither hurts nor makes a difference
-smile a lot
-speak less
-keep my friends in a tight circle
-keep my secrets
-dont sing and dance anymore
-booze and smoke less frequently
-still obsessed with shoes and bags
-love Gossip Girl
-shut my heart out.

I miss:
-being in my own room
-having peace
-watching tv
-my nephews and nieces
-mocha frap at sm baguio
-tagalog songs
-being hugged everyday
-homecooked meals
-rain
-smell of freshly cut grass
-my dogs
-having a car
-riding a bike
-laughing
-my mom.

I would like to:
-be selfish
-send money regularly
-have peace
-healthy
-fulfill all my and my family's dreams
-rent a nice room here
-get internet connection at home
-walk in the rain
-kiss in public
-see my mom.
-smell my nephews and nieces
-tell mitchell everything will be alright
-tell my sister and brother and grandma i love them so much
-go back to school
-see you
-finish at least one of my novels
-paint again
-write a song
-make you all proud
-fall in love again.
-die peacefully

Who I Want to Meet:

try ko english ha, try lang:
who i want to meet:
-nobody

who i hang out with--
people who are:
-self absorbed, but make a difference in the world
-stuck up nosy sons-of-bitches but care enough to say the truth
-two-timing sluts and whores who know what a compromise means
-sloshed and drugged out people who dont blame anybody of their misfortunes
-freaky life-of the party homos who know when to say no
-unpretentious bastards who love to LOVE life and live it to its fullest, till its time to go to bed
-coffee,cigarette and gossip loving people who know will spend their last centavo on those two things
-PEOPLE WHO DONT PRETEND TO BE VIRTUES-INCARNATE and spend their time minding their own f*#@!ing business instead of pointing at others

UN.