A Song So Close to my Heart

Wag ka nang umiyak sa mundong pabago-bago
Pag-ibig ko ay totoo
Ako ang iyong bangka
Kung magalit man ang alon at panahon
Sabay tayong aahon

Kung wala ka ng maintindihan
Kung wala ka ng makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin (kapit ka sa akin)
Hindi kita bibitawan

Wag ka nang umiyak
mahaba man ang araw
Uuwi ka sa yakap ko
Wag mo nang damdamin
Kung wala ako sa iyong tabi
Iiwan ko ang puso ko sayo
At kung pakiramdaman mo'y
Wala ka ng kakampi
Isipin mo ako dahil
Puso't isip ko'y nasa iyong tabi

Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin (kapit ka sa akin)
Hindi kita bibitawan
Hindi kita paba-bayaan (di kita paba-bayaan)
Kapit ka... kumapit ka...




hani ko.... miss na kita.

WTF?

What happend to the country kahapon? Trillianes and all... I'll just scour some vids an dpost them later.

The chronicles of HAIR REBONDING

i have to give credit to where it is due. to my sis who hates to see me fugly.

before the haircut, i had hair up to my back bra strap (longer)...


i loved my hair... i really did. i can do all kinds of shit with my long hair. but... times change
and opinions falter (lalo na pag nandyan ang ate)

so i had to cut my hair. for peace in my family. hehehe


.... why do i look like this?

anyway... my sister told me to have my hair rebonded! ha? lo and behold, when i had my long silky hair, she didn't even budge when i said that i should have it rebonded. she said no. now, my hair is verically challenged, she insisted i had it done. cympre ate knows best...



first treatment in hair rebonding... the gamot that they put in you, the preping cream. take note, we arrived at ate susan's salon mga 3pm... so this is what it looks like. it feels okay. di naman amoy gamot.



after letting it soak in my hair for 10 minutes, which by the way, was 2 cigarettes later, here i was. bagong shampoo. ready for the next gamot, that's supposedly the straightening cream.



after the 2nd shampooing, they had to dry my hair. as in no wet strands na pwde. kasi baka ma fry yung buhok ko sabi nla.


after it dried, kailangang plantsahin. ito yung masakit, mainit at matagal. grabe. sa liit at iksi ng buhok ko it took us more than an hour to flat iron my hair.! yikes.



notice my hair na nag straighten na...


after that, another shampoo (parusa) and the final cream for protecting the hair. celophane treatment. this one you can opt to have your hair colored (hindi permanent) or go for your natural hair color. i had mine in chesnut brown.


in between prepping and the shampooing, i had a manicure and pedicure.



so after 3 and a half hours of gruelling work...

eto ang finish products.... as in really straight hair. parang ginawa pa nyang finer yung buhok ko. and really smooth... masaya. low maintenance ika nga. you just have to remember na 3 days palipasin mo muna bago mo pwd basain yung hair mo. matatangal yung "solution" pag binasa mo agad..




after 3 days... it looks like this. normal hair but without the fly-aways.... problem solved.

thanks ate.

....

I was out and about in Baguio visiting my friends.
I couldn't even catch a glimpse of you.
Was chained in my fist, tied to the bed
Of the boredom and routine of flu

I wanted to see you
To hear from you
And see whatever might come up
Between us two
But I couldn't stand up
My shouts weren't heard
By the voices that drowned me
Up in my skirt

Now I beg of you
To please forgive me
I have so much to say
So little time you see
I wish there was someway I could make amends
To let you see that I am a mess

I hope by writing you this letter
That you know how I feel
Even though I wanted desperately to feel you
I didn't have the guts to see it through

Now I hope we make due
Of what little time I had today with you
For tomorrow another day will appear
And I will write something again for you my dear

Happy 4th Birthday Justine DOminique D. Mendiola!

good morning view...

swim swim
view from the rooftop
dvd?
cympre haniko and me
hangover ng rugby

hang-over ng redhorse
hang-over ng san mig light

early morning 6am breaky for my hani


hi there

spectacular view

from the balcony

hi ate mitchell!

hi kuya daniel!

nyt swim wid hani

ang mag-ama...bow.

the birthday celebrant

one of the cakes

blow na!

jacuzzi tym

all of us

daniel, mimin, kim and mitch

Birthday Celebration for Justine Dominique a.k.a Mimin

At Villa Alfredo's, Balete, Angeles City.

Sarap magbaksayon talaga pag kasama ang pamilya...

so far away from you hon

a song near and dear in my heart





This is my life

Its not what it was before
All these feelings Ive shared
And these are my dreams
That Id never lived before

Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here
So Far Away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All in the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, So Far Away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
Im not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

These are my words
That Ive never said before
I think Im doing okay
And this is the smile
That Ive never shown before

Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping

Now that we're here
So Far Away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All in the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, So Far Away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
Im not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

Im so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me

Now that we're here
So Far Away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
All in the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, So Far Away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive
Im not ashamed
To be the person that I am today

Funny PArt 1

Funny how my life is right now...
Just got through most of my older blogs...

Napaka "grim" pala ng buhay ko ano?
LAst year? hehehehe

Mga pinag bago?
Ung mga hindi muna.

My heart is still shattered to bits...
Teenie Weenie in fact.
From that Bastard.
I still feel super depressed sometimes.
Like last year.
I am mataba.
ULIT.
I still write painfully broken up things.
I still read. A lot.
I still write here...

Ung mga nagbago?

Though my heart is still shattered...
I still gave away the last teensie winsy bit of me
To my honey. And it's worth it.
Just to feel alive again!
It's definitely worth it.
I still feel depression.
Pero di na sa mga bagay na kinade depressed ko dati
at di na kasing lala.
Mataba na nga me ulit.
But he loves me 110-anyweight
I still write. Yep I do.
Crappy things na nga kasi
I only excel at writing when I'm broken up
But i still do
I read.
Mostly ngayon sa www.
Dati paperback.

And I still write here.

Funny how life works.
Sometimes nga, ika nila

You will never know true happiness
When you have never experienced ultimate saddness.

Saan ako ngayon?

(Dont Jinx it)

Happy Anniversary Honey...

I miss you
And it hurts that I do.
I miss you.
I can't believe it's true.
I long to see you.
My sweet July.
I want to hear you.
I can't believe it's true.
You changed my life
I never knew.
It's not my place to say
But I want to Thank You.
It was you who made ME.
It was YOU who saved me.
It was you who breathed life.

I want to tell you how much
You mean to me.
I'd rather show you.

I want to say I love you
I'd rather hug you

I want to hug you to bits
I'd rather smother you

I miss you.

This I dare say,
I dare say

Is so true.

Iloveyounyko.16weekstillforever.

16 November 2007

Hard being away.
Painful
Absolute Horror

Frigid are my sunsets
Abnormally rainy
My nights

Terror surrounds.
Pitch black
Darkness.

Help me
Feel you.

Help me
See you.

Open Me.

Free Me.

Emprison me
In your Arms.

Not enough to feel you
Not enough
To feel.

Please let me see you.

sa dalang magkita ng tatlong itlog

me with my eyebags, my ate (ewan ko kung anong pose yan...heheh, and my kuya, always pa-cute!)

o isa pa baka di nakuha yung last time, para sure....

magbago naman tau ng pose! mga tol!

Going to the Market with MAtt and Kabog

tingin sa camera

try namin kung may dimples kami

what?

ows?

yeba!

My absolutely dashing pamangkin when we went out to meet his mom sa City Hall...
And Nung nagpagupit ako...

Ngyon pa nga lang... miss ko na hair ko.

Lola's Birthday Surprise

Last November 6, It was Lola's 75th Birthday celebration. Last week pa namin pinaplano yun... and when the day came, my brother, sister and I were practically running around town! SObrang pagod grabe. First we had to get the food (palabok, puto, kakanin, baked mac) from different restaurants, had to buy the cake (which we originally planned would be the numbers 7 and 5 pero shet, ang mahal! 4.5k per number! with 75 candles) (we bought her favorite ube walnut instead with 12 candles), had to buy flowers (2k), had to fetch lola menang (her sister) and tried not to tell lola syanang (her other sister) baka kasi ibuko nya. Kuya then had to make up some lame excuse just to get Lola to stay in the bedroom. The 3 kids had to be clueless lest they blab about it to lola, thus were also kept busy watching tv in another room. Had to park outside, bring the food one by one, set it up sa dining table and kept the kids' mouth covered while they were brought down from their incarceration. So needless to say.... EVERYTHING WAS A GREAT DEAL OF SUCCESS! Lola Cried! And it was a memorable experience to see that my BELOVED Lola reached 75. Told her, and my wish for her, is that she waits for her apo from me! hehe

Lola making her way when she went out of her room
shocked as hell!

lola blowing the candles, the 2k flowers, me and my dearest lola


lola menang, the spice girls + me




priceless...

WE LOVE YOU LOLA!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!