i don't know

when i sit in my quiet corner
i make myself think and wonder
where would i be without you?
coming into my life

i don't know

i have never really thought about it
till now
where would i pick myself up
if you didn't come into my life?

i don't know

all i am sure of is
my life became a little more complicated
a little bit less chaotic
a little more burdened
a little less heavy
a bit more traumatic
a little less scary
a lot more sinful
a little less painful

i don't know
and i don't want to
where would i be
without you.

now we are apart
my love for you travels a little bit far
reaching out to see you
with my closed eyes
wanting to touch you
through cold warmth
needing to feel you
my soul i am reaching out

this is to let you know
what it is you do to me

i don't know

you keep making me feel
all the things that are fuzzy
pretty in ugly clothes
clean in unsightly folds
sexy around thunderous applause
at peace in daily woes

i want you to know
what you do to me

i don't know what it is
but keep doing it.